Choose which type of reality you want to live in. Energy will flow where your attention goes so what you put your attention on will increase and accelerate in that direction or phase as time goes on. The choice is yours, so why not create the reality you want? Make the transformation internally and shift into your new reality.
We literally create our reality! (Quantum Physics now proves this) We are all governed by a set of Universal Laws, and these laws were created by GOD to aid us in creating the life we desire. One of these laws is known as the "Law Of Attraction" or the law of "Reaping and Sowing". This law simply states, whatever you give out in Thought, Word, Feeling, and Action is returned to you. Whether the return is negative, or positive, failure or success, is all up to what you give out.